New Years Resolutions

Hi, everybody!
Like every year, I have made some new years resolutions that I will (hopefully) stand by throughout 2016! My motivation usually lasts until about February but we can try! This is the first year I have actually written them down so next December I can read them and see whether I have completed my goals!

Be more organised!

I say this a lot and every now and then, I have a sudden urge to organise things, which is nice at the time, but slowly grows into boredom, which means that the whole organisational thing goes downhill quite rapidly!

Complete my 2016 goal on Goodreads!

My goal for 2016 will be 35 books because I tend to do a lot of rereading, but I need to start reading new books because otherwise I go round and round reading the Hunger Games, Harry Potter and The Divergent series, which isn't a bad thing, but I do need to start culturing myself more!

Keep my enthusiasm for music

This year has been a bumpy ride in terms of my musical enjoyment, but I know that I really do love music and my dream really is to be a music teacher. In order to do that, I need to keep the enthusiasm that I currently have. It has wavered a bit because of stress and disagreements, but music is always there for you and I know that, so I need to keep being its friend because it is good to me!

Have the best summer holiday ever!

This year is GCSEs, which isn't brilliant, but I know that after them, I have an 8-9 week holiday! I have talked to people and they have said that the summer in front of me is the best one that they ever had, and I need to grasp that with both hands. Because I probably won't be able to do NCS, I will probably get a job or some work experience, which should be fun!

Paint my nails more often

I love having freshly painted nails, but I don't do it enough, which annoys me! I also need to explore more colours because I am still not sure whether I suit yellow of now!

REVISE!

This is a must, but I must start to be more motivated than I am at the moment because otherwise I am not going to get where I want to be. The teaching world is competitive, but I want to beat it, which means getting good grades!

Blog more and start videos

Recently, I have discovered more and more blogs that are using videos in their posts. I think this has a really good effect and I would love you do it myself!

Birthday Presents

I seem to have an ongoing problem with buying people Birthday presents. I know it is their birthday, most of the time, but I have an inability to buy them anything good or at all! This year, I am going to be good and I am going to buy those I love birthday presents because it is a nice thing to do and when I forget, I feel so bad because I do love them, I just forget!

What are your resolutions?

Stay happy and Happy New Year!
Katie xx

Inspirational Sittings

Do you ever sit down with your laptop on your lap or on the table in front of you and you suddenly have a moment of inspiration.

This could have been from something that you had watched, like a video with some amazing music, or listening to a playlist that you haven't heard before, discovering some music which makes your heart ever so slightly more joyful because it is so kick-ass that you feel like walking down a street and showing everyone how amazing your life actually is?

I get this every now and then and it makes me really happy. I get that little feeling of happiness in my heart which warms me and makes me feel really good about myself.

When I am feeling down and I want that inspirational moment, I listen to something which is amazing. At the moment, it is the Love Actually soundtrack because it is absolutely amazing. It is a lovely mixture of sad songs, happy songs, Christmas songs and pop songs which fits perfectly with my every mood.

It is almost like that feeling when you come home and you get nice and cosy and you just want to make some warm gingerbread and eat it in front of the fire whilst reading a good novel or flicking through Pinterest (which is me most days to be honest!)

Have you ever had an inspirational sitting?

Stay happy,
Katie xx

My Favourite Bloggers 2015

This year, I have explored further and further into the world that is blogging and on my journey, I have discovered some amazing bloggers that have inspired me to keep my blog going and shown me different ways of doing things that make my blog look nicer and my content nicer.

5. Zoella
This is an obvious one, as she is one of the most popular bloggers in the world, but her renewed blog is literally goals. It is so well designed and her content is exactly what people want to read. It is pretty much the perfect blog.



https://www.zoella.co.uk/

4. Poppy Deyes
Her new blog started out and was automatically so popular that we broke the internet. It is so well designed and again, has impeccable content which is to everybody's tastes. The mixture of DIY, beauty, fashion and baking, along with her photographs of the places she visits and her exciting day-to-day life gives us a wonderful insight into her world.



http://www.poppydeyes.com/

3. Another Ranting Reader
As always, we have to include the babe that is Jemima of Another Ranting Reader. Her blog has such good content and her design is beautiful. Her posts are always so well done and so much thought and detail is put into every single one of her posts, unlike some of mine! Her blog is definitely something to take note of!



http://anotherrantingreader.blogspot.co.uk/

2. Lydia Eve of My Daisychain Closet
Lydia Eve's blog is so nice and her design is so beautiful. Her photos are always so nicely taken and her content is exactly what I like to read.



http://mydaisychaincloset.blogspot.co.uk/

1. Erin of The Halfway Point
Erin's blog is the best bog I have found yet. It is so well done and lots of people agree with me! It is well designed, her font is amazing and her content is beautiful. Her videos that she inputs into the posts are always done with care and pride is taken whilst videoing them. I can officially say that I fangirl every time she posts something and I am proud of it!



http://www.thehalfwaypointblog.com/

Who are your favourite bloggers?

Stay happy,
Katie xx

P.s. I hope you had a lovely Christmas x

Christmas 2015: Get Ready With Me

It is that time of year where we all want to look our best on the big day. I am going to show you how I will be getting ready on Christmas day this year. You will see my make-up routine as well as a few extra bits! Enjoy!




So firstly, I will use my Lancome cleanser, which I just layer onto my face. This leaves my face smooth and ready to moisturise. I will then go ahead with my Garnier moisturiser. I especially apply this to my eyes, forehead and nose, because that is where I get the driest patches.

After I have washed my face, I will brush my hair with my tangle teaser and put it in a hair grip to get it out of my face.

I start with my Rimmel BB cream, which has a light/medium coverage because I don't want to feel caked in make-up today. I apply that all over my face and then either use my hands or a brush to blend that in.
Then, I will apply my Rimmel Wake Me Up concealer under my eyes and on any spots that need covering. This doesn't work so well on spots but it does the job when I look like I am sleepwalking! I might apply some powder usually, but today I am not because it is the wrong shade for my skin right now!

After that, I will go onto my eyes. I use my Clinique eye shadow quad and use the pink shade all over my eyelid and the light silvery one on the corners to make my eyes look bigger and brighter. I will apply some of my Maybelline Lash Sensation mascara onto my lashes for extra volume.

I will then do my eyebrows. I use the darkest shade in my Clinique quad and I use an angled brush to fill in my eyebrows. I keep this in place with the Rimmel Brow This Way in the shade medium brown. I then apply a it of my concealer to highlight my brow bones.

I then just used a nude/pink lipgloss. This time I used the Tanya Burr lip gloss in Picnic in the Park, which is gorgeous!

Then I go onto my hair. I generally just put it up into a ponytail, so that is what I will probably do on Christmas Day. Alternatively, I might have it down, which is what I have done now.

On my nails, I used the Barry M nail paint in 273 Raspberry and topped it with the Technic Ruby Slippers Nailwear, which made my nails nice and glittery!

And that is the finished look!














I hope your Christmas is amazing and I hope this gave you a good idea of what I will be wearing on my face this year!

Stay happy and Merry Christmas,
Katie xx

My Favourite Songs - Christmas 2015 Edition

Christmas songs are the best type of songs and this year has been extra brilliant for them. We have had some new ones and also we have rediscovered the old ones. Here is my top 5 songs this December!

5. It's Beginning To Look A Lot Like Christmas - Michael Bublé
I love this song because it is exactly what I am thinking. It is beginning to look a lot like Christmas! I love this version as well because there is nothing better than a good bit of Michael Bublé! 

4. Santa Tell Me - Ariana Grande
This song is so festive and I love Ariana's voice so her doing a Christmas song is perfect! It is such a nice song as well!

3. I'll Be Home - Meghan Trainor
I love this song. It is a great modern take on a Christmas classic and it is so Christmassy that on a rainy night, it is really nice to sing along to!

2. Home For Christmas - Maria Mena
I heard this song the other day on a playlist someone else had created on Spotify and I automatically fell in love. It is such a nice song and it is really calming which is something that I want at Christmas time in the evening when I am wrapping presents and spending time with family.

1. Christmas Lights - Coldplay
I love this song because I love Coldplay and it is so nice. Like number 2, it is calming and nice to sit and listen to whilst I am doing other things or writing blog posts!


Stay Happy,
Katie xx

The True Meaning of Christmas

With only 5 days left until the big day, people are panicking about whether they have enough food to feed the 500, hoping they got the right sized jumper for Granny, aimlessly walking around shops, wishing they had an extra £5 to spend on that gift set that you have always wanted to get for that special person.

But why panic? I spoke to a friend the other day and they told me that they aren't panicking, because as long as they have something for feed that friend that pops in for a cuppa and as long as you have a nice time, nothing else should matter. You have what you have and you shouldn't worry about whether your present is going to be good or not, because people shouldn't judge you by your presents. They should be glad to have you there.

Christmas should be about family and love, but through the years, shop advertisements and peoples perceptions have changed and we now think that Christmas is about presents and who got the most expensive thing.

People who have family are lucky and we should cherish that. Stop wanting and maybe, start giving this Christmas.

Stay happy,
Katie xx

Why would you?

What is it that impairs us from being able to speak freely?
What is it that stops us from saying what what we need to?
Who is it that says we shouldn't be so dreamy?
Who stops us from having our own little view?

The world isn't perfect and neither am I.
But why can people not see,
that as much as we stop and we try,
the world won't conform just for you or me.

Because that girl who is out there on the streets,
Is not different to any of us.
All of us people think of ourselves as elites,
But really, who can we trust?

Those people out there who are frightened,
They are cold and they just need a hug,
Because when there world can be brightened,
Why would you walk on and shrug?

Stay happy,
Katie x

I Have An Excuse

I have written a few posts that are scheduled for later this month, but I am sorry that I haven't put one up since Monday. I am currently just about to take my grade 6 flute, GCSE mocks, christmas and I am coming down with a cold and am slowly and steadily losing my voice. 

I am going to go to bed now, but I am sorry for not posting

Stay happy,
Katie xx

Revising for Mocks

Recently, I have started the chore of revising for my up and coming mocks, which are in January. This means that during the festive season, I will have to do a bit of desk slavery. But I have found a few things that have made my experience a tad more exciting or enjoyable (if that's what you want to call revising!)
Revising (or studying) is not something that we want to do, but to get us through life, we will have to do it at some point. These are my tips of how to revise so that you can enjoy your life around it and keep calm before the exam storm!

Number 1. Make yourself a hot drink!
Today I went for a cup of tea in my favourite mug, but sometimes I will have a gingerbread latte or just a normal coffee. I think that having a hot drink with a little shot of caffeine is the best way to revise because it prepares you and makes you want to do more because you are more awake!

Number 2. Make a revision timetable!
Currently, I make a revision timetable per week so that I have a vague idea of what I have going on in the up and coming week. I use the website getrevising.com to make a timetable, because it takes all of your subjects and commitments into account as well as your free time and it creates you a timetable that you will want to use. Also, it is colourful, which makes me feel like this is more enjoyable than it actually is!

Number 3. Get the revision guides that you need for your subjects!
My favourite revision guides are the CGP guides because they are fun to work with and use pictures which help me to memorise the subject more. Also, I have the maths guides from the company 'Revise Edexcel' which are also excellent! As well as the revision books, for some subjects i.e. maths, I have the workbook, which gives you all the subjects and gives you questions to answer and work through.

Number 4. Take regular breaks!
Every 20 minutes or so, stop and take a break. Go and drink a glass of water and eat something or just go and spend time with your family for a few minutes. This will relax your brain after the stress that revising puts on it. Then go back and do another 20 minutes or so. The brain can concentrate for a maximum of 45 minutes (on average) before it starts to let go of all the information it was withholding.

Number 5. Organise your workspace!
Recently, I cleared my desk up so that I could use it and not be so cramped because it was so cluttered with rubbish! Now, I have the essential things on it. A light, a pot full of things such as hairbands, tissues and lip balms etc so that I don't have to move to get them. I also have a pencil and pen pot, a money pot because my desk is right by the door and a coloured pens holder. I have used bookends and put all of my folders and revision guides together so that they are on hand for when I need them. I also have my laptop and my camera so that they are both on hand as well. I added a photo of me and my friends as well to keep me going. Finally, I have some coasters to put my drinks on! I also found that by tidying my desk and my room, I was a lot more motivated to revise and do my work!

Number 6. Have some music on!
I was told once that if you listened to music whilst working, put some tunes on that you hadn't heard before because if you know the lyrics to a song, it will start thinking about that rather than the work that you are doing. This can distract you and we don't want that! I use a playlist on Spotify that is made for deep concentration because they update it regularly which means it isn't the same music all the time. This means I cannot learn it fast enough for it to have an effect! However, I know that sometimes all I want to listen to is my favourite music, which is fine! Once in a while play tracks that you know to cheer you up and keep you motivated!

Number 7. Whiteboards!
I have a mini whiteboard on my wall that I can write my current homework or revision status on. Alternatively, I write little things to remind me to keep motivated. For example, currently, I have "Don't forget to eat! We don't want you getting hangry and stressed!" I get very hangry (hungry and angry) and this stresses me out big time when I am trying to concentrate!

Number 8. Sleep!
Remember to sleep because although revision is a big part of exams, so is sleep. If you don't sleep, you are not going to remember all of the stuff you revised because you will be too tired! Also, you don't want to fall asleep in the exams!

Number 9. Technology!
I have learned that if I have my iPod or my phone next to me when I am working, I get distracted because as soon as a notification pops up, you look at it and lose concentration. I tend to put my IPod on the other side of my bedroom because then I have to get up to check it and usually I cannot be bothered to do that!

Number 10. Sticker Chart and Wall Planner
This one has been something that I thought of quite recently. I put all of my subjects down the side of a chart and each box had the words 1 hour above it. This way, every time I did one hour of revision, I would put a sticker or colour in the box and at the end, I would get a reward. I find this motivates me because I know that at the end, I get a treat!
Also, I bought a wall planner off of Amazon, which was just a mid-year 2015-2016 planner. On this, I put everything that I had going on and when my exams were. Thid way, I knew when to revise, what to revise and things I had to look forward to in the near future.

I hope that this has given you some tips of how to revise for mocks! Comment if you want my favourite revision apps or other revision posts!

Stay happy,
Katie xx

The School Play

For the past 4 years of my life, I have been involved in the school's musical that is put on every February. That one week in February is the best week in my school calendar. It begins with a Saturday and Sunday of rehearsals, mixed with Dominos pizza deliveries and banter with my favourite people. The Monday and Tuesday are non-uniform rehearsals, with Tuesday being a dress rehearsal to local primary schools and then adjustments in the afternoon. The rest of the week is fueled with coffee, tea and the excitement of the evening show and the laughter that comes with it.

I also get to play the flute, which is always fun, watching my favourite people on the stage, doing an amazing job. Rehearsals are in full flow at the moment and have been since September.

But when I leave school, I will step out of my comfort zone of the school plays and venture on to new things, better things, but the school plays will always be my favourite part of school (other than the carol service)

Stay happy,
Katie xx

November Favourites

Hi everyone,

I thought I would show you some of the things I have been loving these past few months, because there are a few things I really have been loving!

Maybelline Lash Sensational
This has to be the best mascara I have ever used. It gives so much volume and you don't have to curl your eyelashes, even though I tend to because it is a habit! I also love it because it makes me look more awake and during term time, that is exactly what I need! However, due to overuse, the packaging has started to disintergrate slightly, leaving a pink glitter on my hands!

Clinique Dramatically Different Moisturising Lotion +
I recently rediscovered this after using my simple rich moisturising lotion and the garnier dry skin moisturiser and I must say that I wish I hadn't stopped using it. It makes my skin so smooth and has cleared up all of the dry patches on my face, especially my eyelids, which were so dry because of an eyeshadow phase I went through earlier this year! It is perfect for winter and I will keep using this!

Soap and Glory Original Pink Body Spray
I bought this the other day and it smells so good. It is the travel size which, from Boots, is £4.00. I don't think that is bad and you get a lot for your money. The full size is £10.00, but the travel one is much more convenient as I can carry it in any bag I want, whenever I want.

Baby Lips Sugar Apple Lip Balm
This lip balm smells so good! It smells like apples, but in a sort of mulled wine sort of way. It is tinted, which for me is quite nice, even though I cannot wear it to school. It is such a christmassy colour and the packaging is so cute that I am going to buy more of these so that when they leave the shelves, I will still have mine!

Garnier Express 2 in 1 Eye Makeup Remover
I have spent many hours scrubbing off my eye makeup, especially as my mascara is waterproof and a good waterproof one at that. Makeup wipes irritated my eyes and Garnier Micellar water wouldn't budge my mascara. This, however, romoves all of my eye makeup, without any residue on my face and it isn't greasy! I still use my micellar water for my face if I wear a lot on a certain day, but usually I will just use water. Thank you Garnier because I finally remember the feeling of having clean eyelashes!

Adele 25
I am a huge huge huge fan of Adele and I have been since her first song came out. I am looking at getting tour tickets to go with my friend and I cant wait! I won't say to much about the album, because I am going to do a track-by-track review later on, but what I will say is that it is exactly what I needed in my life!

Boohoo.com
I have always liked Boohoo's clothing range but at Christmas, it seems to be even better! There is such a good choice and I always buy

Stay happy,
Katie xx

Dear November

Dear November,

Thanks for this month. Although in the UK we have just started naming our storms, we have already had storm Abigail and storm Barney. However, apart from the British thing of moaning about the weather, this month has taught me a lot.

For example, I have learned that the people who I think don't like me, actually do like me and it is all in my head. Also, I have learned that you can buy your own gingerbread lattes to make AT HOME! Crazy, I know.a

I have applied for both of my chosen colleges and have an interview in approximately 1 hour and 20 minutes. I am looking forward to it because I am talking about my life and I know the most about that subject.

I have made some amazing friends, been to parties, secured friendships and laughed more than you could ever know. I also have cried quite a lot as well. I'm good at that!

I have thought of Christmas a lot, I have planned things and I have less than 24 hours until I am investing in 3 Adele tour tickets. OMG. I cannot wait.

So thank you November, for being great. I hope that December is just as good.

Stay happy,
Katie xx

My Little Calm Place

I found this website a little while ago - Carrie Hope Fletcher also spoke about it in one of her videos. It is called the quietplaceproject.com and I thought I would talk to you about it.

I go to this website when things are getting a bit to much and I have a lot on my mind but I want to stop for a minute and get it all out of my head. This website has different sections, but one of them is called 'The Thoughts Room'. You turn your phone off and you just listen to the music and read what it says on the screen. Then, after the instructions, it comes up with a little status bar that you can type anything you are thinking about in and it ill just fly away into the night sky. I like this because it is just so nice to get your thoughts off your mind and see them all disappear, just for a while. It relaxes me and I like that a lot.

There is also a 90 second relaxation. You follow the instructions and afterwards, you can just sit there and listen to the music and relax until you feel ready to start living again.

To go to this website, click here

Stay happy,
Katie xx

When Did It Become So Serious?

When did being part of a squad become so serious? When did we stop saying "Sure, you can be my friend!" and start saying "Sorry, you aren't part of our squad?"

When did goals become so serious? Once we were happy, now we are trying to be like other people who are doing things better than us.

When did talking to someone become so serious? One moment we are talking to someone and joking, the next minute we are 'shipping' them.

When did taking photos become so serious? We used to take them to make memories and now we take them to look good, hipster, pretty and make your Instagram feed look good.

When did social media become so serious?  One moment we are saying that the day was nice, the next moment we are putting selfies on saying exactly what we are doing.

I am guilty of some of these things, but once in a while, maybe we should remember that we shouldn't take life so seriously. Maybe once in a while, we should take a picture and not think about whether we look good or whether it is grunge enough for our feed. Maybe we should be nice to those people who don't always hang around with you and start being happy that people are talking without cramming their names together as a 'ship' name.

Stay happy,
Katie xx

Do you ever...

Do you ever love someone so much that when they leave, you start to fall apart?
Do you ever want to tell someone how you feel, but you can't?
Do you ever love someone but they don't love you?
Do you ever just want a hug from them, but you can't?

Do you ever look at someone and remember how it used to be?
Do you ever remember how you used to feel for them?
Do you ever still feel that way?
Do you ever sit alone and remember how it used to be?

Do you ever miss someone when they aren't with you
and you are complete when they are back at your side?
Do you ever stop and realise how much you love those moments that you are with them?
Do you ever think of me?
Because I think of you.

Stay happy,
Katie xx

October/November Personal Achievements

I'm sorry it has been a while - life got in the way

The past 2 months I have achieved a lot of things and I thought I would share them with you!

1. I applied for college - this took a while but I am so glad I did it because I am finally taking hold of my future

2. I have started swimming again and successfully completed 45 laps in 40 mins at my local pool - I used to swim a lot and swam for the county and I am finally getting back into it!

3. I sailed a boat - This has taken some encouragement but I finally did it and took hold of the boat! Woo!

4. I stood up for my friends - One of my friends was having a tough time and I helped her with it. To me, that is an achievement

5. I have been to parties! - SOCIALISATION! Something I am not used to, but seem to do well at!

What are your personal achievements of this month?

Stay happy,
Katie xx

10 Favourite Songs of September and October

This past couple of months have been a whirlwind of music to enthral and enjoy. Here are 10 of my favourites! (These are not in any order!)

1. Writings on the Wall - Sam Smith
This song is one of the greatest James Bond songs yet! I love Sam Smiths' voice and this shows it off beautifully!



2. Hello - Adele
I have been waiting for a new Adele song for ages and this is amazing! IT is exactly what I have been waiting for. I know some people that do not like it and find it a bit whiney but I like it.



3. Half the World Away - Aurora
I know people are annoyed at this because it has wrecked the Oasis version but I think I like it just as much, if not more. It is featured in the John Lewis advert 2015 and it is beautiful, just like the advert.



4. Take Me Home (BBC Children in Need single 2015) - Jess Glynne
This is a great song and it really brings it home (literally) for me, as it explains Children in Need perfectly. Really worth listening to.




5. Don't Be So Hard On Yourself - Jess Glynne
I just love this! It is such a party song!



6. Dead Hearts - Stars
This is more of a sad song but with some electric guitar. It is part of my 'Life is hard sometimes' playlist on Spotify (shameless self-promo)



7. I Know You Care - Ellie Goulding
I love Ellie Goulding and have all of her albums. This is one of my favourites because it is so heartfelt and I love singing it at the top of my voice!



8. Oblivion - Bastille
This is older by a few years but I love Bastilles songs. They always have meaning and make me happy :)



9. Adventure of a Lifetime - Coldplay
This was released last week, I believe, and I love it. It shows them off superbly and its such a good song!



10. Easy Love - Sigala
I love the video for this and it is so poppy and happy! Obviously not as good as Michael  Jackson's original but still up there!



What are your favourite songs?

Stay happy,
Katie xx

My Thoughts on the John Lewis Christmas Advert #manonthemoon

Well, It has been 4 days since the John Lewis Christmas advert came out. It's an emotional one, guys. Every single time I watch it, I cry. To be honest though, I cry at everything.

For a quick plot, it is about a girl who looks through her telescope and sees an old man, living on the moon, alone. She tries to get a present to him for Christmas and after many failed attempts, she does it.

It emphasises this years aim for many of us. It is the problem with loneliness and elderly people. So this Christmas, go and talk to a person who lives by themselves, because you might be the only one who does it. We should value our elders as they have stories that we may never hear otherwise.

Stay happy,
Katie xx

New Found Appreciation

Have you ever had to do anything that makes you appreciate something more than you ever did before. In the past year or two, I have started some things more than I used to. It wasn't that I didn't already appreciate them, but it has just grown on me.

1. Remembrance day
I though I would start with this one because Remembrance Sunday is tomorrow. Over the past few years, I ave appreciated why we are thanking those who have fought for us. I heard something the other day that made me think about it. This person said "On Remembrance Sunday, I sit next to people in the forces who do not know my name but they are still fighting for my life." That is so true, for all of us, and some people forget that and they shouldn't.

2. Cancer charities and cancer sufferers
Since my Grandad died, I have respected cancer sufferers, survivors and fighters a lot more. They are going through an ordeal that me and you may not be able to comprehend, but they do it everyday and because of that, I respect you.

3. Teachers
This is a weird one. Recently, since becoming the oldest in the school, I have realised how much teachers do for us. They take their time to mark all of our work, go over things that they already know, to teach us and they do more than just teach us in school. They take time out of their schedule to help us after school, with extra curricular activities and parents evenings etc. They are amazing and I appreciate it.

Stay happy,
Katie xx

Bonfire Night and Movember

I love Bonfire Night. It's a day of happiness and sparklers, lights and friendly flashes in the sky. It is special because it is so pretty. It is comforting and warm, like a blanket that you have wrapped yourself up in. It is like a hug from that person that you need a hug from the most, even though you know they may not ever give you one.

5th November is a special day for my family because it is the birthday of my Grandad. He died 2 years this December, of prostate cancer. I miss him so much but I am glad his suffering has ended.

November is a very special month because it is Movember. This month is in aid of Prostate cancer, which is the 2nd most serious type of cancer and the 2nd most common cancer killer. So this month is your month to donate. My dad is growing a 'tache and although I do not like it, I am proud of him for doing it.

Do it for everyone. Because everyone knows at east one person who has suffered or is suffering from cancer.

For more information on Prostate Cancer, go to http://prostatecanceruk.org/prostate-information

For those we love.

Stay happy,
Katie xx


My life is one big 'lol' | Collab with Another Ranting Reader

My life is one big LOL. I fall over thin air and stumble over the simplest of sentences. I make a fool of myself in front of anyone who I really really don’t want to be seen as a fool by. I laugh at most things, loudly and unashamedly. But then again it won’t take much for heavy tear droplets to start cascading down my face.

I am a klutz - for sure I am. But that shouldn’t be all I am. I shouldn’t let that simple fact consume my very being. I have much more to live for than knowing that I’ll probably trip over as I walk up the stairs or whack my side on the same bit of table every time I walk past it. 

I shouldn't let the knowledge that I am going to fall over or bash myself take over my abilities because there is much more to me than that. I am taller, stronger, more able than that. I have weaknesses, of course, which is why everyday, we say the word 'lol' about our life when we do something wrong, but inside, a lot of the time, we are crumpling inside, but others don't know. 

And that is when confidence comes into it. If we are confident, we brush it under the carpet, pretend it is okay and move on. If we are less confident, we may think differently. If we do something wrong, we hide in a red faced heap in our arms, cry, maybe. 

But you can overcome that. You just have to know how. Some are lucky, some are not. But by saying that your life is one big 'lol', you are hiding things about you. Don't hide yourself, be yourself. Because you are more than that. You are much more than that.


This is a collaboration with Another Ranting Reader and you can view her post here. She has a great blog and I recommend it! We both write these posts together and it was a lot of fun!

Stay happy,
Katie

Dear October - Day 29, 30 and 31

Dear October,

This will be the last day that I blog for October, because I will be on the boat, sailing around the south coast.

I have a few thank yous to say.

Firstly, thank you to you, October, for being a great month. Full of fun, excitement, scares and a lot of work.
Secondly, thank you to my friends for being so supportive of me. It's lovely to see that I have such nice friends.
Thirdly, thank you to Jemima for being such a good blogging friends. I love you for that!

Lastly, thank you to everyone who is reading this, for meaning that I can keep this blog going.

Stay happy,
Katie xxx

Dear October - Days 27 and 28 | Recipe

Dear October,

The other day, Me and Jemima made Halloween ghost cupcakes. I worked quite well, for a first try!

Halloween Ghost Cupcakes

Ingredients
For the cake
150g self-raising flour
150g soft butter
2 eggs
100g caster sugar
For the icing
Ready to roll icing
Glace cherries
Jam or marmalade
Something for the eyes - we used purple icing from a tube

1.Set the oven to 180 degrees (fan 160 degrees) and put 1 cupcake cases into a bun tin
2.Make the basic cake mixture by creaming the flour and butter together
3.Add the 2 eggs and stir into the mixture
4.Add the sugar and mix until smooth
5.Put the mixture into the cases and put into the oven for about 12-15 minutes
6.Whilst they are cooking, roll out the icing and cut out 12 circles for the cakes
7.Once the cakes are cool, put a little bit of jam on top of each of them
8. Put half of a glace cherry on top of the jam and lie a pie of icing on each of them, moulding it to the shape of the cake
9.Put eyes on them using your icing
10. Enjoy!

Stay happy,
Katie xx

Dear October - Day 26 | Jematie go shopping!

Dear October,


Today I am with Jemima of Another Ranting Reader. Everyone should check her blog out because to be honest, it's pretty fab. To go now, click here.

We have been shopping and bought a lot of good stuff that will satisfy my shopping cravings for a bit longer. I love shopping, October, as you may have seen. It makes me appreciate how lucky I am to be able to get all of this new stuff for myself.

We are also going to have a sleepover tonight and I am highly looking forward to watching Cinderella and About Time, two of Jemima and I's favourite films. Cinderella is my favourite film and character of all time. When I was younger, I wanted to be her because to me, she was that perfect person and she had cats and mice as pets, which made me happy. Also, birds sang to her. Why wouldn't you want that to happen to you. Unless you don't like birds. Or singing.

It's good to have friends that I can do things like go shopping with. It makes me happy and privileged that people would want me to be their friend, because in my eyes, I am a crap friend and see no reason for why anyone would like me.

So thank you Jemima for putting up with me!

Stay happy,
Katie


Dear October - Day 25

Dear October,

Although it is half term, I have been given an extraordinary amount of homework and coursework to do over the holidays. I am going to do a revision tips post, but this is what I do to even out the workload.

Firstly, I have a bar of soap on my desk, and although it sounds weird, if I feel stressed I stop and smell it. It smells of lavender and for me, that is calming. It smells really good!

Secondly, I have a drink that I sip whilst reading things through, because if I drink the same drink again, I will remember that information. It might just be me, but it works.

Also, I take lots of breaks, but enough that I learn something.

I hope this gives you a few things to think about to help you to revise.

Stay happy,
Katie xx

Dear October - Day 24

Dear October,

With Halloween just around the corner (7 days exactly), everyone is talking about what they are going to where to the party, whether you want to come trick or treating and whether you are free on Halloween for a sleepover.

This year, I'm not taking part in Halloween with my friends, because I am sailing. We will probably decorate the boat up with pumpkins and things like that, but I think it will be nice to take a step back from the madness of the festivities of Halloween and all the hoo-ha that goes along with it.

I like this photo because it explains everything very well.

As much as I have tried to prevent myself, I am very much looking forward to Christmas. I am not wishing for it, because then I would be a hypocrite. If you haven't read that post yet, click here.

I look forward to, not only the day itself, but the things building up to it. School carol concerts (my favourite school event of the year), Christmas lights (that go up today in our town), Christmas shopping and Christmas songs.

But, as I said, I cannot wish for it, because with it, I am also wishing for mock exams, 3 terms of school left and Christmas presents which are probably going to be a multitude of revision books (they probably won't be because my family know that I would sell them to buy something I actually wanted, like Pentatonix tickets...)

But anyway, I will be putting some exciting recipes and other bits for Halloween up in the next week, so don't miss them!

Stay happy,
Katie xx

Dear October - Days 22 and 23

Dear October,

It's finally half term! 7 weeks of a lack of sleep, lack of time and lack of energy have flown by, even though I moaned a lot! My first half term, gone. 4 more of them and I am finished at school. A scary thought, not just for me, but anyone in my shoes.

I have made the first big decision in my life. I have decided on the college I am going to and the options I am taking that will lead me to my future. Wow. I am scared. And sad. And happy. And many other emotions.

Next time you see me, October, a lot will have changed. I will be 16, for one thing. I will be in college and I will have new friends and new teachers. That is what scares and upsets me the most. The friends I have made at school have been there for me through thick and thin. The teachers are incredible and I am not sure what I would do without them. That may seem soppy, but it is true. Everyone at school has just made my journey that little bit better. Of course, we have had our moments of arguments, but most of them have been ironed out!

So thanks October, for helping me make my decision. It will be worth it.

Stay happy,
Katie xx

Dear October - Days 20 and 21

Dear October,

I'm writing this quickly, for I am halfway through analysing a text, finding out the tonic and dominant notes of key signatures and revising circle theorems. You should see my room. It's like having 3 messy classrooms in one rather small bedroom.

You know what the best bit of my day is? The bit where you come home and take you bag off. You know you have a pile of homework, but you know that it will still be there in 10 minutes. So you stop and boil the kettle. You put your favourite teabag in your favourite cup. You reflect on your day. The funny bits. Then you make your tea and sit down. And you breathe for the first time in what seems like hours. Ah. Isn't that nice?

I'm looking out my window and I can see a flurry of different colours, from green to red to orange. It's vaguely comforting. I am sat on my laptop, on my bad, I hasten to add. In my pyjamas, listening to music. And although you know you have to do your homework, it makes the prospect of it ever so slightly more positive. Like you know that you will get through it and everything will be ok, maybe not right then, but close in the future.

So October, I am sorry that these past few days have been a series of events that have kept my on my feet and out of my nice, warm bed. But it will be worth it. I promise.

Stay happy,
Katie xx

Dear October - Day 19

Dear October,

Wow, day 19 already?! That went quickly!

I thought I would just mention the amount of work I have going on right now, October. It is hard work, this top year stuff. Science coursework, English coursework, music coursework, maths end of term tests. It is quite a lot to cope with. Currently, I am pretending that I am doing my English draft essay. Procrastination at its best. Getting away from writing by doing writing. Logical, right?

Along with that, I have so many commitments that I cannot leave because I either enjoy them far to much or it looks good on my personal statement and CV.

So my time is filled. With things I enjoy and other things that I don't enjoy particularly. But that is how life works and I will just have to run with that.

Help me, October, for the work load is too much. It is too heavy for my back, my rucksack is breaking and things are beginning to fall out. I try cramming everything back into it, but I always forget something and it ends up lying in a pile on the floor.

It will get better though, because half term is 4 days away! I look forward to it with open arms and an open heart. Pertly because I can't wait for a week of lie-ins and partly because I am going shopping multiple times. I am also sailing, which I always look forward to!

Stay happy,
Katie xx

Dear October - Day 18

Dear October,

For the first time this month, I was able to enjoy an autumn day without hauling a rucksack around with me. I went for a lovely walk and I was able to see the crisp autumn leaves on the floor and the trees that are changing colour from a deep green to a bright, vibrant red or orange.

The air was cold but I was hot. I walked for about 8/9 miles. Up hills, running back down them. Stopping for a photo or to eat an ice cream that wouldn't melt because it was cold enough to stay in the position is was put in.

I was able to look at the Sunday market, weaving my way through old clothes and new paintings, seeing people who I had never seen before, and very few that I did know, which sometimes is good. It means you can fully clear your brain, leaving it open to new ideas and new adventures.

I love fresh air. I don't get it where I live, October, so going away to a place where you cannot hear cars on the motorway or a passing train on the tracks is nice at times. However, I do love living in a town because of the buzz that there is. Being able to have the freedom of going out without the worry of getting lost.

You could argue that getting lost is the best bit, though. Because it means you are exploring somewhere you may not have gone to otherwise. That's why I like travelling. It means I can see places that I don't see when I'm sat at home at my desk, writing to you. I'm not saying that writing is bad, because I adore it. But I would like to see the world, and maybe even take you with me.

Stay happy,
Katie xx


Dear October - Day 17

Dear October,

This year, October, you have given me so many experiences that I never though I would get the chance to have. Things like D of E, the best times with my friends and hope for the near and far future. I applaud you, October, for that.

This month, although it has not finished yet, has been a good and bad one. Bad because of the arguments and the stress, the tears and the struggles that happen in every day life.

I vowed to myself never to use this word on my blog, because I use it so often in real life,but this is an exception. This month has given me banter with my friends, teachers, family and even people I usually wouldn't speak to. It has given me thoughts that maybe I wouldn't have thought of before. Ideas and inspirations.

Worries and scary thoughts as well. College, leaving those I love to carry on my journey through life. What will happen later on. Will I reach my dreams, or will I fail? No. I will never fail. Because every time I fail, O will get back up, and do it again. Again and again.

Stay happy,
Katie xx

Dear October - Days 13,14,15,16

Dear October,

I keep saying sorry. Sorry for not doing this, sorry for not being what expect me to, sorry for being quiet, sorry for being too loud. So before I talk about this, I just want to say sorry October. I'm rubbish at this, aren't I?

Back to my point before. How many times do we say sorry a day? A lot. We say sorry for everything we do. We say something wrong, you say sorry. You sing a note wrong, you say sorry. You cry, you say sorry. You laugh, you say sorry.

But why do we say sorry for everything we do? It's like we are apologising for being there. Being born.

I bet you don't have this problem, do you October? Or do you? Do people say sorry to you? Or do you say sorry to them?

Who knows? Will we ever know?

So I'm sorry for being such a rubbish writer. And I'm sorry I don't always fit in. And I am sorry that sometimes I make a bad joke, or a mistake in my coursework, or a comment that might offend you. I'm only trying to live.

Aren't we all?

Stay happy,
Katie x

Dear October - Days 7, 8, 9, 10, 11 and 12

Dear October,

Firstly, I am so very sorry to not only you, October, but the viewers who are currently (or maybe not) reading this.

Secondly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to one of my most amazing writing friends ever, Jemima, who you may know from the blog Another Ranting Reader. I hope you had a lovely day and I'm sorry I didn't wish you it on the day, but I was doing D of E.

That brings me on to the reasons why I haven't been writing. Firstly, college open-evenings have begun and last Wednesday, I was going to one of my first choices for a college. Forgive me please?

Secondly, I have had D of E, the real thing, which meant I had no internet for two whole days. Which was great. The video will be up on YouTube at some point, which I will put a link to on a blog post in the near future.

Any how, October, how have you been? I feel like I haven't said hi in a very long time. So hi October, nice to finally see you again, my old pal.

You brightened up quite a lot over the weekend. In fact, you couldn't have been any happier, for it was the sunniest weekend that we have had in a while. Thank you very much for that. I am extremely fortunate.

But until later, October,

Stay happy,
Katie xx

Dear October - Day 6

Dear October,

Seriously, stop with the mood swings. You have rained constantly today. And although I am very aware that I live in England and it is expected, it has come all to quickly.

I got home and my hand was so numb that stirring a cup of tea was a task that took longer than usual. However, I am in my favourite jumper, writing, whilst I can smell homemade pie and roast potatoes in the oven at my Granny and Grandpa's house. I can't complain.

Although I say I can't complain, there is something about rain that gets me down. It might be that I woke up this morning at the usual time but it was dark and I could hear the wind outside, battering my windows so badly that the vents sounded like ghosts, haunting and taunting me because I had to get up and go to school. Today's catchphrase quickly became "what fresh hell is this?". It has been a long day!

But to be honest, it wasn't the worst day ever. My friends were still with me, my teachers weren't any worse than normal (just saying that I love most of my teachers) and my lessons were satisfactory. Not good but not bad.

But October, this has nothing to do with you. This is to do with me. So October, I have made it my job to make this more about you. So I am sorry October. I love you lots because you listen to me. I cannot say that for a lot of people. So thank you.

Stay happy,
Katie x

Dear October - Day 5

Dear October,

Lately you emotions have been changing dramatically. It's like we are on one massive roller coaster. One moment you are fine, happy, sunny and bright. The next minute you are not. You are cloudy, grey. Like something has happened that has upset you or annoyed you.

If I am honest, October, the last few days have been like that for me, as well. One moment, I will be completely fine. My usual, confident self, The next minute, something will happen and I will suddenly go around a massive loop-the-loop and end up in a bad mood. My moods are very quick to change, October.

You see, the thing is, certain people annoy me. Certain movements annoy me. Certain phrases annoy me. Anything can annoy me if I let it get to me.

So now I am trying something different. Trying to see the positive side. For example, looking forward to things that are going to happen, like shopping with friends or exciting school days (this doesn't happen very often but I can dream!)

So October, thank you for making me see the brighter side.

Stay happy,
Katie xx

Dear October - Day 4

Dear October,

Today I went shopping with one of my greatest friends. It was really nice to just relax and take time out from the usual rush of life. It made me really happy to see all of the autumnal clothes come into the shops and all the summer stuff go on sale. I enjoy wearing warmer clothes more than shorts and short tops because they are always the best clothes to relax in.

Baggy jumpers are a big must when it comes to winter. I bought a new jumper today and it is so warm. I am sat here, writing this blog post and snuggling in my jumper with a cup of tea. Perfect!

So thank you, October, for your fashion sense. Never thought I would say that, would you!

What are your Autumn/Winter essentials? Other than warm drinks in cute mugs?

Stay happy,
Katie xx

(Sorry it is short but I thought I would leave it there. Short but sweet!)

Dear October - Day 3

Dear October,

I have been into a multitude of shops today and they are all stocking Halloween costumes and food. Not only that, October, they have started selling Christmas things. Advent calendars, October! What is going on? 

Halloween draws closer, but we will save that conversation for a bit later in the month, shall we? The point is that we keep wishing our time away. In May, we say how much we are looking forward to summer. Autumn, we look forward to Christmas. My friends are buzzing for the festive season. They have been since the first day of school in September. I keep telling them, "you are wishing time away". They don't seem to mind. Well I do! I mind that my life is being wished away because of things that we may or may not be looking forward to, months before they are even happening. 

Yes, I might be looking forward to Christmas, but I am not saying that I want the day to be here. I want to experience a lot before that. Good and bad. The carol services, cinemas trips with friends, new friendships, love, hate, birthdays, hope, fear. Success and failure.

So before you start wishing time away, think about what is going to happen before that. Because I can assure you, it will come in a blink of an eye and then it will be gone.

Stay happy,
Katie xx

Letters to October - Day 2

Dear October,

I always avoid the rain. If I have to, I stay as dry as possible, for getting wet in the rain doesn't just make my clothes and hair damp, it dampens my spirit.

But it isn't just physically rainy days that dampen my spirit, it's those metaphorical dampening days that are the worst. Those days where you have so many emotions that you want to let loose, but you can't because you are afraid of what those around you might say.

All those feelings that make you want to scream and cry and smile and tear you hair out. Those feelings that you can't let go of, however much you try.

I don't know, October, whether you get these feelings. Sadness for those dear to you, who you lost and miss more than anything in the world. Happiness for those who you want to hug for being so totally amazing. Anger for those who do bad things, yet others get the blame.

Because, October, you make me happy. But you also make me cry. I miss those who are gone. I miss those who are just too far away from me, physically and metaphorically. I miss those days where nothing mattered. You could do anything that you wanted and it would count towards some grade, mark or assessment that we are constantly be measured by.

October, don't go too quickly, because if you do, November will be here and before you know it, it will be October 1st again.

We are in one big circle, and we cannot escape, although some of the time, we want to more than anything

Stay happy,
Katie xx

Letter to October - Day 1

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I will be doing this throughout the month. Everyday, I will write a letter to October, maybe about my day, current affairs or just because I have seen something I like!
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Dear October,

You came round very quickly! It feels like only last week that I was flying home after my holiday to Italy, but it was actually a month ago today!

I like you October. You bring exciting things, like half term and Halloween, as well as brown leaves and autumnal weather. You bring scarves, gloves, hats. Candles, fires and lanterns. You bring cold weather, which makes me shiver, but comforts me when I am indoors, watching out the window, snuggled up in a blanket, warm and cosy.

But October, you also lead me in a totally opposite direction. You make me think about things that I had put to the back of my mind. You make me realise that I need to do something, because the future is happening. Every second we waste, we will never get back. And that is what this world is. This life. An ongoing clock, ticking our lives away, until, before we know it, we are no longer dreaming about something, we are doing it. So although you may thing things are very far away, they are not.

October, I remember thinking, four or five years ago, that this time was ages away. Applying for colleges was further away that the moon and stars. But now  it is here. I am doing it for real. Pursuing the dreams I have. Moving one step closer to the goal. But is that goal as easy as it looks? No. I cannot just walk up to the goal and kick the ball in, easily and simply. I have to dodge everyone, tackle people and things and run for my life. Because otherwise, there is no point in being on the pitch in the first place, is there?

Stay happy,
Katie x


The Tea Tag!

What was the first kind of tea you ever had?

The first type of tea I ever tried was Earl Grey, however, soon after, I tried breakfast tea soon and enjoyed more than Earl Grey

What is the best place to have tea – at home or in a coffee shop?

At home because it means you can make the tea however you like it and then sit on the sofa with a book or watch something on your laptop whilst drinking it and eating toffee waffles!

Do you prefer hot tea or cold tea?

Hot tea, definitely! Who likes cold tea? You may as well drink water!

When do you drink tea – morning, evening or afternoon?

Every moment of the day? Why drink tea at only one point of the day, when yoou can drink it throughout!

What is your go-to tea?

Either breakfast tea or Lady Grey at the moment. It changes depending on the season!

What is your favourite seasonal tea?

In the summer, I head towards Lapsang Souchong and in the winter, redbush or whatever tea I find that has cinnamon in!

What do you put in your tea?

One sugar or one sweetener! No milk!

Do you prefer your tea weak or strong?

In the middle! Too strong and it tastes weird and too weak and it doesn’t taste of anything!

How did you get started in the wonderful world of tea?

I found others who liked it, after I started to like it! Then, Jemima of Another Ranting Reader came along and I found someone who liked tea as much as me!

What kind of tea are you most keen to try?

I want to try more fruit teas and green teas!

What is the worst tea you’ve ever tasted?

I have never tried a tea that I hate with a passion, but chocolate tea is not particularly great!

Do you prefer loose tea or teabags

Teabags because they mean I get tea quickly and without a fuss!

Teacup or mug?

Mug because you can fit more in and you get cute designs like Disney pictures o them!

Best night-time tea?

Red bush because it have no caffeine in

What is the number one tea you’d recommend?

Lady Grey or Lapsang Souchong because they are AMAZING!

Stay happy,

Katie xx

D of E

We all arrived but one. A strangler, maybe, just a bit late. Later, we found out that this team member was ill. He had our tent and our route for day 2. Great. However, we ploughed on. We set off, waving to our parents and they waved back. We walked approximately 20 metres. We were already on the wrong path. We knew this would be a very interesting weekend!

We walked and walked, filming, chatting, singing. We ate continuously and chatted continuously. We stopped for lunch, exhausted already. Shoulders aching more than one can even begin to imagine. But no blisters? It's a miracle!

We walked more and more, until we came to three routes in front of us. Which way do we go? The wrong one, obviously. We got lost. Thank you google maps! (Don't tell anyone!)

Finally, we saw the gate for our campsite. I ran, suddenly power in my legs. I hugged the sign! We were there. One day down, another to go!

The food was good, the gossip was good, the sleep was not, but oh well!

The next day, we set off (late, because we didn't want to get up!). We got lost again, but found our way very quickly after that! We sang and sang and sang. We walked and walked and walked. Yet still no blisters!

Achey knees and achey shoulders, we stopped for lunch. We were so nearly there! We powered on, getting lost and taking routes that we weren't meant to. But then we saw the car park! We had done it! We dropped our bags and lay down, exhausted. Limbs aching and heads pounding, but we had done it. However, it was only the practise! Oh well!

D of E is a great experience, and although you may not think of it at the time, it is so much fun and you make great friends for life.

Stay happy,
Katie xx
P.s. I have no blisters!

The British Tag

Thank you to Jemima of http://anotherrantingreader.blogspot.co.uk for tagging me!

How many cups of tea do you have a day? Any sugar?
Around 3-4 on a normal school day. I have one English breakfast tea before school to wake me up and then 1-2 cups in the afternoon after school. This is either Lady Grey, Lapsang Souchong or normal tea. Then in the evening, I have a Rudbush, as it has no caffeine which means I won't be awake all night! And to the sugar question, I use sweetners instead as a healthier option! 1 sweetner is fine :) (p.s. I don't have milk in my tea!)

Favourite part of a roast dinner?
It depends what my mum makes. If it is a really nice roast, I love the potatoes or cauliflower and broccoli cheese! If it is a nice roast meal, yet with less in, just the potatoes! And of course, I love the meat!

Favourite dunking biscuit? 
Lotus biscuits! Like the ones that you get if you order a coffee and they taste caramelized and lovely!

Favourite quintessentially British pastime?
Having a cup of tea and a scone whilst watching Harry Potter. Oh, and saying spiffing and tally-ho is one of my favourites as well!

Favourite word?
Spiffing!

Favourite Cockney rhyming slang?
Tie up ya scooby-doos!

Favourite sweet?
Those really nice gummy fish that you never seem to find anymore

What would you pub be called?
Tea inn? I don't really know?!

No.1 British person?
Emma Watson

Favourite shop/restaurant?
Shop would be Urban Outfitter because I like looking at the knick-knacks that they have! And restaurant would probably be Wagamama's even though it is not British!

What British song pops into your head?
Jerusalem

Marmite - love or hate?
All the love for marmite!

I don't really have anyone specific to tag but if you do want to do it, go ahead!

Stay happy,
Katie

Dear September...

Dear September,

You seem to have come very quickly. Almost too quickly, perhaps. It was like I blinked and suddenly I am not a little girl in a primary school uniform anymore. I am nearly 16 and deciding where I want to take my life. 12 years ago and I would have just started reception class, without any knowledge of the massive journey that it would take me on. The friends I would make, the experiences that I would have the opportunity to grab with both hands and hug like a giant teddy bear.
 But here we are, 12 years later, and my life is taking a path that I never thought it would take me. I have the best friends a girl could ever wish for, an amazing, supportive family and a caring school that I look forward to going too everyday.
 You have taken me far and wide, September, yet we all seem to rush through you, as we go back to school, college, university, work. You are a loud month, September. My brain is rushing with new ideas, lists, lessons, music and the lack of sleep I get.
 Why do you do this to me September. You go cold on me, stormy, even. It's like you are paying me back for all the fun I have with family and friends over the six weeks of holiday I get during the summer months. And now we are back. Back to where we were. Overdue work, bags so heavy, your back hurts at the end of the day, more than you could possibly imagine, piles and piles of books to read and revise from. Coursework, compositions, classes. Where did all the fun go? It must have blown away with the angry winds that come with this month, because I didn't get to say goodbye, and now I miss it.
  One more year September. This time next year, I will be at college, making another step towards the looming future that is the dark shadow beyond the light. But until then, September, lets focus on what is really important. Now. Let's focus on the good things that happen, the bad things that happen and the challenges that we have been set.

Until next time September,
Stay happy,
Katie x

To The Moon and Back

To The Moon and Back - A Poem
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These words I say to only you,
When I’m happy or when I’m blue,
But every night and every day,
These are the words you’ll hear me say:
“To the moon and back,
I love you so,
Don’t ever leave me,
Don’t ever go,
I love you more than the world could know,
To the moon and back,
I love you so.”
And every night, you say it too,
And everyone stops, but me and you.
We look around and then we see,

That life doesn’t stop, for you or me

Stay happy,
Katie x

Credit: The Telegraph

Italy

Italy is an amazing place. I visited it last week with my family and a few family friends and it reminded me that some of the happiest times were spent there.

The plane journey there was okay. There was some turbulence and at one point we dropped about 1 metre because of the cloud. I have problems with flying. I love it but it also scares me more than you can possibly imagine. It's a love hate relationship!

We spent 4 days in a small hill town called Cortona, which is my favourite place in the world. The town is always buzzing but not too busy. There is great food and all of the people there speak both Italian and English, which is good, because I do not have a large knowledge of the Italian language!

You can get a three ball ice cream there for £2.00. That is less than a tub of new forest ice cream or the equal depending where you are!


After the 4 days, we drove to back to Rome, where we had flown to, and spent an evening and a day there. It wasn't really enough, but it was very tiring!

We went to the Vatican City and saw the Pope! It was amazing and for many, very emotional. We also visited the Colosseum and a lot of churches!

As I said, Italy is an amazing place because it is peaceful. You feel like there is nothing to worry about in Italy (Cortona more than Rome, because Rome is full of pick pocketers). I could spend many more happy days there, and I hope I do, because right now, I am missing it. It has only been 3 days!

Stay happy,
Katie x